Once again, crap load of work in so little time. I’ve already had to deal with helping my room ate study for our test tomorrow; the review was helpful of course, but in a Religion class, it wasn’t required on my part.
I made a girl my Valentine today; her reaction led me to believe she liked it. Unfortunately, not two hours later she was flirting with other guys while ignoring me on the other side of the room. Hurt. And disappointed. I realize that I never technically asked her out and there isn’t a ring on her finger or anything like that, but I still got the idea that she wasn’t taking my obvious feelings into consideration. Oh well. The only way to think of it now is that, once I’m officially transferred out of this school, all she will remember me by is the rose I gave her and the rose pedals that spelled “Be my valentine?”
Anyways, sorry for drifting. I have a lot of stuff to do tonight. I planned on doing it all over the course of the weekend, but I decided that its in my best interests to go home and take a break from this bullshit school.
That’s another thing. I’m trying to help my friend out by holding onto her cigarettes and monitoring her use of them. The problem is that she’s given me full rights to smoke them so she doesn’t have to. Now I’m back to smoking again! I lover her to death and I’m just trying to look after her, but now I’m bringing up the same problems I had hoped to disintegrate! This is not what I have in mind of a good time.
I’m sorry. I’ve got a lot on my mind as you can tell. Back to the main subject at hand.
-I’ve got two response papers to write for that Religion class that are technically due on Monday, but I’d rather bust my but and do them before I go home then do them Sunday night.
-I have an Information Literacy project due on Sunday night, but that is almost finished already. I’m just going to submit online it once I’m finished with it.
-I have to read most of the book “Into the Wild.” I’ve already seen the movie a few times and loved it, and we will also be watching it again in class. I’m pumped but here’s the problem; I can’t find the damn book! Not sure if I lost it or forgot to get it entirely, but either way I have to get that done for Monday even if I have to buy it again somewhere. the other but minor issue is that as part of the class we have to answer a question online about it where we discuss the reading in a forum board like manner, and that will be due Sunday night. Either way, I better hall ass on this one.
– I have some Statistics homework as well, but that’s just like 10 problems on probability; I don’t think that will be a major time killer.
-it is also in my best interests to review Plato’s Five Dialogues, which I’m going to have an essay based exam on on Monday.
That’s basically what’s on my plate for the rest of the night, technically morning. I ALS want to incorporate meditation though. Oh, that’s another thing; I went to see a psychic. Long story short, I have to let go of all my guilt to move forward in the future whilst it hold me back while also listening to my intuitive inner voice so that I may reach beyond my own personal expectations. One way he said could help this along was meditation. I used to do it occasionally when I was younger, but then I got hallucinogens that took away the desire to do that. But since that’s the old me, it’s time to meditate!
Well, I’ve certainly put my heart and thoughts into this post lol. See you all on the other side!